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Fat

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I feel fat
Horribly, awefully fat
Obease, heafty, fat
I feel overweight
Like a bloated whale

I feel guilty
For eating an orange
I should have gone without
I'm told I'll wither away
But I feel like I'll explode
My stomache is empty
But I won't eat
I don't need to

I think I have a problem
But I'm not willing to give it up
I like it, I love it
I hate it, you can shove it
This is my burden
I can handle it

The symtoms
Are devious
I can't sleep
I won't eat
I withdraw, regress
Into myself
Can I stop?
Do I want to?

I feel fat
And I'm fighting
I think this is one battle
I just might lose
This is the first of two poems i did on some psychological issues i was having at the time, this one's about my problems with anorexia and bolemia.

second poem:
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Junniper610's avatar
Been there, done that. =\ My boyfriend saved me though <3 He made me eat again.